I am so Screwed man..

I am so screwed.
My brain is so Screwed up.
I just CANT seem to remember anything!
THIS IS CALLED..F***
my pharmacy test is on tuesday, and i just cant seem to remember anything facts that i've just read.
Am I doing too much Maths that i just cant simply memorise facts?
It has to to logically flowing before i could catch them?
oh my!!
i am so screwed!!
i som-pa man.. i am not going to take memory-needed subjects next time.. if possible..
However, after stating that, i find it impossible to not to take memory-needed subjects..
Can anyone tell me if there are any subjects where i dont have to use my brain?!
oops..nope!
Argh!!!
i am ranting, yet again...
i should just spend more time on pharmacy then on my comp..
what the hell..
nowicant think logically...
getting nore and more incoherent..
WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY MEMORISING SKILL!!!!
I WANT THEM BACK!!
back in my secondary school days, i could memorise my social studies and history facts at my fingertips.
I had superb memory..
as i grew older and fatter..
i just cant seem to remember anything that needs to be remembered by heart..
i cant remember my Chemistry formulas and Chinese literature facts when i was in JC..
but surpisingly, i could remember my Maths formulas... which is even harder to remember than that 2
i guess i just have a mind that doesnt work with many words and more words
things that are illogical and incoherent to me are just trash that i dont even need to think about!!
what is happening!!!

argh!!!!
stop ranting!!!

by the way...

by the way..
i forgot to mention something...
my mother...
that night when i had my fair share of vomit and diarrhea, my mother actually cleaned my vomit up...
so wei da man!!
i almost puke again when i saw my vomit...
but mommy put on plastic gloves immediately and started cleaning away...
wah...
will i ever be such a wei da mother?!
i hope so!!
love you mom!!

i know ok!!

yayaya...
lack of updates and stuffs..
kinda busy..watching tv and stuffs..
by the way..
got semi-hospitalised on monday super morning..
due to..
guess what??!!
FOOD POISONING!!!
after eating ICHIBAN at DHOBY GHAUT..
please boycott that shop from now on..
dont what e hell i've eaten..
the sushis were not fresh i think..
coz i remembered eating one sour deep impact...
oh my..
should i remind you guys how the vomit looked like?
it looked like piles of shit that are light brown piled together and watery as if your big intestine has lost it's ability to absorb water!!!
vomitted 4- 5times..
lost count..
it was totally disgusting..
so DISGUSTING that i wouldnt want to think of it anymore..
should have taken a photo of it to show you how ER XIN it was...
YUCK!!
but anyway..
i was super uber dehydrated...
need to go on drip...
2 packets some more!!
from 4.30 am dripped till 10 am...
5.5 hrs!!!
so bloody long man..
after that hospital trip..
by the way..
it was vomit+puke+fever...
after that hospital trip, i could go home because i didnt want to stay in the hospital..
gives me nightmares...
you know..
you wouldnt when the person next to you might die..
the though of sleeping next to a dead persone of sleeping on the bed someone died on...
sends shiver down my spine..
NO!
no staying in hospital..
so, anyway..
my father fetched me home..
oh ya...
daddy ACCOMPANIED me all the way from the trip to hospital to back home...
this = losing his precious sleep..
LOVE YOU DAD!!
anyway..
got home..
still having fever..
fell asleep..
slept like a pig..
EK came..
as always...
caring and loving..
*love you too eng keat!!*
ya..
accompanied me till he has to go for tuition reluctantly..
not because of me!!!
but because of that tv show on monday..
bad boys 2 i think..
ya..
that's my story for the day!!

BTW!!!
I 'VE UPLOADED PICTURES TAKEN ON VANESSA'S OUTING!!!
GO CHECK IT OUT..
WWW.WEBSHOTS.COM
my username is mirandalse..
dunno how to log in...
can go find out..

so..
that';s all!!!
till we meet again!!

ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!!! IMPORTANT...

PLEASE READ THE POST ON ILLYA'S BIRTHDAY GIFT...
280607...
JUST UPDATED....
BUT SOMEHOW IT WAS SAVED ON THAT DATE...
PLEASE GO READ..
ESPECIALLY VANESSA GOH GEK ZER...
YOU MUST READ..

I'mBack

OHMY!!!
when was the last time i blogged??!!!
EONS AGO!!
anyway, life's good...BETTER than ever..*see the sarcasm there??!!*
i should put up my Pics there..in case some of you are missing me...*OHhh..*
by the way, many things happened for the past few weeks...
for example...
1) Quarrels with Eng Keat
2) Making new friends.. ie Clare baby
3) Trashings
4) Decision- making
etc etc etc..
talking about desicion making...
i wanted to go for this Work and Travel USA program organised by some external organisation..
however.. after long long long discussion with myself..
i've decide..
NOT TO GO..
reason because..
this program would actually take place next year during the long vacation..
we would have to work for 2 to 2.5 months..after that, 30 days to travel in States..
this would be around 3 months to 3.5 months..
that means i would have to leave Singapore on May and be back by Mid-August..
which means to say..
i will have to miss SCHOOL...
miss my piano diploma exam...
miss piano lessons with my students...
miss my family...
miss Eng Keat *eventhou ek agreed to go with me*
and most of all...
miss SO MANY 21ST BIRTHDAYS!!!!
nonononono!!
bad decision!!
SO..YA...
i wouldnt be going...
however!!!
i will consider going on this trip after my 3rd year..
*cross finger that i can move up to 4th yr just to have more experience..*
anyway!!
yeah!!
birthday parties will STILL be on NEXT YEAR!!!
yeah!
anyway.. this work and travel program is not free.. i have to fork out $3000-$4000 to work there as some cleaner of the amusement park..
or chamber maid
or kitchen helper
or nature park tour-guide*something to that extend*
or..ya..basically something like that..
sounds ridiculous right??
but people like me are willing to go..
all because we are going out of our comfort zone to view the cruel and merciless world...
something that we have yet to experience...
i wonder how it feels like to be the minority..
i wonder how it feels like to be ordered around..
i wonder how it feels like to live in a foregin land..
i wonder how it feels like to be out of the frame that we are always in..
i wonder..
it is not that we dont get to see or feel when we are in Singapore..
but in any case, we could still have a home to seek solace, to complain and to lament...
out there, we are on our own..
young, youthful, ambitious, fun-loving, adventurous...
lonely...
we dont get that here!!

anyway...
too much writing..i guess i just like to explore things that are out of my comfort zone..
not everything..but some things are worth the risk and attention...

alright!!!
i guess i have written enough...
await for my new post!!!
Ciao..

PS: i wanted to go to National Yellowstone Park for my work experience..but i guess it can wait till i am done with year 3!!

I AM BACK!!!

SORRY FOR MIA-ING FOR TOOOOO LONG!!!
anyway...
i am still very much the same as before...
minus the weight..
up to date...
i have lost 12 kgs!!!!
oh my!!!
anyway..
will upload my pics real soon i hope..
but the process to upload is REALLY long and draggy..
BUT!!!
i will try my bestestest to upload my pics soon..
when i am free...
but i doubt so i guess...
with tutorials and projects coming up..
hohoho..
i hope i can squeeeeeeeeze time out to sleep...
*cross-finger...praying..*

anyway..
my timetable for this semester is..
shitty+not-so-shitty=alright..

i've got one free day..
which is MONDAY...
no school on Monday=long weekend= Sat+Sun+Mon no school=packed Tuesdays..
alright..
my lesson starts at 8AM in the MORNING... on tuesday..
and it will end at 9PM..mind you...is PM= POST-MORNING *just kidding..*
PM=post-mortem

with only 3 hrs break in between..
who's timetable can be as crazy as mine??!!!

MANY!!
I've go a friend who starts lecture at 10am...no break till 9 pm...
MISS CLARE LIM...
super...shiong man!

anyway..
i am so drained now..
i guess i have to start bring my camera out to take LOTSA LOTSA pictures...
to show-off my new clothes and figure..
haha!!
anyway..
gotta sleep...

have fun!!

lazy...

alright!
took many photos these days..
but, as you know...
laziness is my middle name...
on top of that uploading pictures take a FREAKKKKKIIIINNNNGGGGG...
long time..
so, i am kinda lazy to upload my pictures..
there are many self-indulging moments on cam....
cam-hogging all day long man!
anyway... will update soon..
*cross-finger and pray...*
so...
blog again some time later!!!!!

by the way...
I LOVE BIDDING!!!!
IT MAKES ME SICK!!!!
OH...
BIDDING MAKES ME BAHHHH...
I LOVE NUS...

alright!!
that's all...

out with agnes and illya today..

alright!!
first up...
the three of us didnt make it to Sentosa..
want to know why?!!

BCOZ I SAID SO!!

dont get the wrong idea...
i said so bcoz the weather forecast told me to...
it was stated : there will be a thunderstorm in the late morning-early afternoon...
so.. we gave up the idea of going to the beach..
the only thing that we would gain from going to that beach is free washing of clothes, body and hair..
we like to do it in the comfort of our own house..
so..
SENTOSA!!!
MISSED...
but instead!!!
we went to LITTLE INDIA...

TO GET OUR EYE BROWS THREADED!!!
OH MY...
it was such a PAINFUL experience...

not that giving birth pain..
but...
it feels like plucking something out from you...*durh..*
the pain comes from the sound that you heard...
the plucking sound..
bcoz of the fact that i could hear it so CLEARLY...
i felt INTENSE pain on my brows..
poor me...

HOWEVER!!!
as the saying goes: NO PAIN, NO GAIN..
i endured it..for 5 mins i guess...
*felt like 5 trillion years though..*
i've got TRIMMED, SLIM AND THICK BROWS!!
not that bad though...

$5 for a pretty face...
$5 of pure torture...
$5 of holding on to the chair tightly..
$5 of kicking the walls...
not that bad at all huh?!!

anyway...
the bottomline is...i got a more refined face now...
nothing beats being goregous...

by the way, the three of us took pictures too...
using those neoprint machine of sort...
nice~~
will upload when i am freer..
*very busy now you know...*

alright!!
gonna go out to celebrate EK's Birthday..
*it's suppose to be tomorow... but we want to celebrate when the clock struck 12!! so exciting!!*
we are going to East Coast for our celebration...
i cant drink, so clubbing would be a waste of money for me..

will upload all those pictures of EK's presents...
so..for now!!
please wait patiently for those photos...

love ya guys!!

shopping spree today!!

alright..
first up!!!
GUESS HOW MUCH I'VE SPENT TODAY??!!!
this is the highest amount ever that i've spent on clothes...
A WHOOPING....$200!!!
i bought...
1) 2 shirts
-- one from TopShop -->$30
--another one from Pull and Bear -->$20
2) a jumper
--from TopShop --> $60
3) a dress
--from Mulan at AMK hub --> $40
4) a belt (for Ek)
--from Levi's --> $50
Total : $200...
*ermmm...all rounded up figures*

whoo-ha!
this is like the greatest amount that i've spent ever on a single day...just to buy clothings and stuffs...
by the way, i bought bottoms on yesterday's shopping trip to Bugis too...
ermmm...
1) a pair of shorts
-- from Dorothy Perkins -->$25
2) a pair of skinny jeans
--from Bugis Village, one of those shops -->$32
so, all in all, i have spent ...... $255 on attire!!!

what the hell!!!
that's like freakingly..scary la!
just 2 days in town after gym had caused my bank account money to shrink...
i think i am only left with 3/4 of the initial amount?!!
oh no..

that's the after effect of slimming down too...
but i am WILLING to SACRIFICE...my money.. in order to be prettier and..
you know..a woman's youth doesnt come by everyday..
we grow older by the seconds..
i have to capture my youth before it is too late...
moreover!!!
i can wear things that i couldnt in the past...
so..what?!!
money comes back..
anyway.. we cant bring our money with us when we die..
i cant bring them to the next stage...
so..
you know...spend..but not too much..
STOP WHEN IT IS TIME...
this is important...

anyway!!!
tml is EK's pre-birthday...
so...i will be staying out late with him tomorrow night...
Probably clubbing, i guess...

got lotsa surprises for him too!!
cant wait to see his guilty and awed expressions...
*guilty because he has NEVER done anything romantic for me BEFORE...*
**shit him..**

anyway..
that's all today...
will update on tomorrow's event..
BY THE WAY!!!
AGNES, ILLYA AND I WILL BE GOING TO SENTOSA TOMORROW...
*if the weather is fine..durh*
oh..cant wait...
so many things will happen tomorrow...
so busy!!!

alright!!
That's all!!

ok...fun day today..

HEY HEY!!
I AM IN A BLOGING MOOD TODAY!!

first of all, EK is official missing from my life for the next few days.
feel free to date me ok?!!
anyway.. went to Sentosa with EK today..
it was an impromptu decision and it was a good one..
after my piano lesson today, we were deciding on where to date...
but we ran out of ideas on where to chill...
so we just went into the Outram station and looked at the MRT/NEL map..
AND!!!
" let's go to Harbourfront!!"
that was EK's response..
welll, i replied...
"OH MY!!! you were just 1 sec faster than me!! i almost suggested Harbourfront!!"
*alright.. what so exciting about that anyway?!*

so... we travelled to Harbourfront by NEL..*oh gosh..i feel so stupid typing this line out..*
anyway, NEL is REALLY fast..
*it was not the 1st time i took NEL, fyi...*
from Outram to Harbourfront.. only..
1 MIN i think..
we just sat down and flirt-ed for 30 secs...
"Harbourfront Station. All passengers please alight. Thank you for travelling with SMRT"
fast man!!

anyway...
the weather was not too bad..
windy and cloudy and a little sinister...
however, we still went ahead to Sentosa...
want to guess what did we do??!!!

clever!!
WE WENT LUGE-ING!!!
*LUGE...is the name of the game..*
**not pronounced as LU-GI OK... it is...i am not sure too.. let's just call it lugi..cool name though**
anyway...

it costs $16 to take the skyline thing up to the LUGE station...3 times..
meaning to say, i had the chance to play the LUGE 3 times
enjoy the skyline view 3 times..
blow the cold wind 3 times...
trembled at the sight of the treetops 3 times...
held on to EK's hands 3 times bcoz i was kinda scared...
you know... very high ok!!

LUGE is actually this game that is like a go-kart at Escape..
except that..there is no engine, no accelerator and no need to go up hill...

PERSONAL STORY...
I had some bad experience at the Escape THEME park...
as you all should know...
i am not light and i am not small...
the go-kart at escape is small and faulty...
so, many years ago, i went to this theme park with my sis, bro and ek..
we agreed to have fun at the go-kart...
i paired up with my sister while ek paired with my bro...
so, we were very excited as it was like our virgin trial...
well, the queuing part was smooth and stuffs...
soon.. it was our turn...
oh my...
i had bSOOOOO many problems...

1) the kart was small, i had to LITERALLY squeeze my self INTO that pathetic kart.

2) i cant get my LEFT and RIGHT correct...
--you know..pressed the wrong pedal at wrong time...
-- depressed accelerator when i have to stop.. stupid man!

3) i think my heart almost stopped thumping when we came to the slope...
--that kart actually slowed down..*i know...durh right??!!*
--but my kart was MUCH MUCH slower than the rest of the karts!!

4) i prayed SOOOOO damn hard in my mind...
-- if the kart were to go-stun.. i will carry that kart with me and esape..
--firstly, it is really embarrassing
-- secondly, i will be laughed at FOREVER by my sister and brother...
-- thirdly, i am a person who values my own dignity...THROWING FACE IN
PUBLIC WOULD KILL ME ON THE SPOT OK..
alright...in the end, the kart went up smoothly...but slower than usual...
wondered who saw that scene..so MALU man!!

anyway...
back to Sentosa...

that LUGE game is actually very simple...
we just have to sit in the black skate-board with a handle that allows you to slow down and move forward...
no engine and stuffs...
because...
it is actually a slide-downwards-on-that-skateboard game...
it is kinda fun...
adrenline rush by the way when your skate moves at the max speed...
adrenline rush+free vibration for your excess fats..
at high speed... that skate would vibrate so much so that it makes you want to scratch...
VERY ITCHY..

anyway.. worth a try though...
interesting concept...
view from the top was FANTASTIC and ENGULFING...

anyway...
i went ice-skating yesterday with EK too...
gosh.. iSUCKED... big time...

i think i will have to consult AGNES on how to skate...
then go ice-skating...
ya...
my goodness...
i've wasted $11.50 just to torture myself at that super-uber-freaking cold freezer...
so cold that i broke out in cold sweat...
by the way, those kids at that FUJI PALACE....are MONSTERS!!!

THEY ARE RECKLESS AND RUDE AND LOUD AND IRRITATING AND...
THEY TAKE UP ALOT OF SPACE OK...

i cant skate, so i held onto to the side of the rim so that i wouldnt fall so ugly-ly...
guess what??!!
this CHINESE ANGMOH GIRL actually threw me a glance that spells...MOCKING...
argh!!
kids!!
she was smirking alright??!!
i could read her mind...
she said...
"OH FOR GOD'S SAKE! WHAT A SHAME!"
argh..kids...
so arrognant and snobbish!

anyway.. she wasnt skating properly too...
orbi..

alright...
kinda childish fighting over some lame things kids do...
they are just brave in another words...
cant be bothered with anything else except for their Barney and High5 show...

alright!!
thou shall not fight with kids anymore...pointless..
anyway!!!
will blog again soon i think...

that's it!!

alright, i am back!!

HEY HEY!!
OH MY....
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I BLOGGED???!!!
20DAYS AGO??!!!

time really flies..
for the past 2o days, many many happy and unhappy things happened...
quarrels with parents...
fights with Eng Keat...
choosing modules...
slimming program...
oh my..
i cant remember the rest....

but, fights with EK was really huge and unbearable...
we almost broke up, by the way...
as for the reason, i guess, i would just like to put it at the back of my mind..
dont like to remember stuffs that brings back agony...

on a happier note!!!
we are back together..
BETTER THAN BEFORE...
nothing can come inbetween us now...
we will marry each other in time to come..*oops..*

yup!!
hopefully this will come true..
dont laugh at me ok??!!
who doesnt want to settle down and start a family?!

anyway...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...
1) Denise
2) Jing Yi
3) Qun Bao
and of course all the julyers that i've left out...

ok...
i went to watch Harry Potter at AMK Hub...
my my...
the cinema is GOOD!!
spacious leggies...
red and well-cushioned seats...
the first row was kinda far from the screen---> no straining on the neck anymore!!
Cathay--the cinema...
it looked like that of the grand cathay in Dhoby Ghout..

back to the show...
it was exciting and exhilarating...
much better than the previous instalment...
at least, the story line was better...
the previous show was an agony to watch...
however... from some reviews from friends...
THE BOOK IS STILL BETTER...
gotta read it before school starts...

anyway!!!
i've quitted my MOM job!!!
oh...
though i liked it...
but it gets frustrating and irritating in the end...
so..
i've QUITTED!!
better job luck next time i guess...

my job now is to rest well at home and chill as much as possible before school re-opens...
another round of hell treatment!!

alright...
i've lost around 8 kg up to date...
just by eating that diet...for a month only...
i could see really significant changes on my tummy, thighs, arm, esp face...
will put up my recent pics soon....
if anyone wants to slim down....
FIND ME!!!
i've got good recommendations...

anyway...
Ek will be going to Redang..*how to spell??!!!*
some place in M'sia..
where there are beaches and bikin-babes...
It will be his birthday this sat...
so!!!

i will be making him gifts...
his 21th birthday...
have to make something that he will remember for the rest of his life...

anyway..
i guess i've said enough...
will blog more often in the future...

await for my return!!!

I like my MOM job!

alrightie...

as you all might know, i am now wokring on this MOM's survey job for the whole of JULY...*probably..*
the survey has got something to do with the employment situation in Singapore..
it has been great fun doing this survey..
not the fun fun..
but the fun in which you see all sorts of people in your neighbourhood..
before, you might think that your neighbourhood is peaceful and quiet and friendly, without any threat..

THINK AGAIN..

it may not be as friendly and nice as you though it will be...
this surveyor job really showed me the flip side of the coin...
there are of course kind and considerate people, but there are also peeping-toms..
well, not exactly those i-want-to-peep-at-your-underwear's peeping toms..
but those who will look through the peephole at the door and watch you..

watch you getting frustrated at the door...
watch you waiting aimlessly at the door...
watch you ringing the door bell and knocking on the door...
watch you till you retreat from that house...
ya... many many watch-yous...

well.. there are also people who will slam their door at your face WITHOUT even looking at you..
or even.. keep rejecting you eventhough you are from the ministry...
smiling and smiling and smiling...
and...
*Pummp!!* door slammed...
all sorts of people...
interestingly... dejecting...
i am not trying to damn anything... but i am telling truths that i see when doing this job which is very crucial..

it not only trains your determination and willingness to finish the job..
it also trains your inter-personal skill as a presenter and conductor...
the way you talk can affect those doing the survey...
they can be cold and mean.. but if you show enough sincerity.. they can be very cooperative too..
by the way.. have a listening ear eventhough you may not know how to solve the problem...
the most important character-moulding factor is that... face your own music..
apologise even when it is not really your mistake..
TRAINS YOUR NERVES AND TOLERANT-METER..
very important..

i like this job..especially when we do Personal Visits to those surveyees' houses...
talking face to face is better than through the telephone...
i guess people can handle situations better when talking face to face...
at least we can see their reactions...

well, the best thing that i like about this job is that... if someone is not cooperative..
i can SLAM them with my foul words...*ermmm... under my breathe when i walk away la!!*
oh..
how i love it..
HAHA!

anyway..
i've got a long way to go...

persevere... and i will see light at the end of the tunnel...

Transformer!!

Went to MOM today to meet my supervisor for weekly update..
well, i guess i need to buck up..
my quota is behind schedule and i think they need it to be done asap..
anyway, when she went to zap some forms, the supervisor who supervises my supervisor asked me to go for a chit chatting session.
apparently, it was some random questions about the job and stuffs like that...
however, the chat somehow progressed into something that was very interesting for me and i think to some of you who are reading..

The Buddhist Library is organising a humanitarian relief work at Mynamar at the end of this year from 15 to 30 December.
They require 20 volunteers, from the age of 21 to 35, to go for this voluntary work.
However, this trip costs $900++.
BUT!!!
they are now trying to get fundings to subsidies the expenditure.
Apparently, i heard from her that it may be as low as $400++ per person.
for a good cost, $400++ is alright, right?!
i think it is something worth trying and experiencing.
it is not an everyday event that we can go to.
I know, many people might treat it as an vacation trip to another country, but with a good cost, aint it better??
anyway, this trip will be buddhist-based.
meaning to say...
there might be some forms of rituals that they will do when in Mynamar which applies in buddhist's context *not though Taoist rituals btw... very different ok..*
for example,
1) bowing to the monks when we see them
2) maybe chant some sutras
3) maybe go to temple for prayers etc
for those who dont mind, you are more than welcome to join in this event.
but for those who do mind, then i guess you guys have to check out for other similar events that excludes such forms of rituals..
anyway,
non-buddhists are also welcome *durh..*

there will be a briefing this Saturday(07072007) from 2 to 4 pm at the Buddhist Library at Aljunied.
i will be going because...
I WANT TO GO AND EXPERIENCE SOMETHING THAT I WILL NEVER WILL..

apparently, my parents were not supportive of my decision to go on this field trip.
it is not that they think it is bad, but they believe that i dont have to go to such a far and dangerous place to do voluntary work. There are many people in Singapore who needs help too.
Point noted!
but doing voluntary work overseas is something that doesnt come by every now and then. Voluntary work in Singapore can be done anytime!
Just do to some organisation and tell them that you wan to be a volunteer, they are more than happy to accept you.

Overseas humanitarian efforts dont come everyday.
It comes like opportunities.
If you dont catch it now, you never will know when you can the next flight.

anyway, i quarrelled with them regarding this issue.. i just cant believe that they dont allow me to go!

i guess i will have to convince them that i want to go even in the name of touring/playing.

argh!
this is killing me..

alright..enough about that..
i went to watch Transformer with Vanessa today..
guess what??!!
it was ...
1) EXCITING
2) ENGAGING
3) ENTERTAINING
4) EXORDINARY
5) ELECTRIFYING
6) EXHILARATING
7) ENTHRALLING
8) ENGROSSING
9) ENRAPTURING *meaning: delight beyong measure*
10 ) TOTALLY... WORTH THE BILLS!!!

my goodness...
the show was jam-packed with actions that had never existed in human's pink box...
every single second was a prelude to something more exciting, more awe-inspiring...
the story plot was simple.. far more simpler than you think..
but the actions, the animation or rather, was STUPENDOUS!!
it looked so real and convincing that at the point of watching that movie, you might think to yourself...
my good....ness...
IS THIS FOR REAL?!
it has been a long time since i have watched such a FANTASTIC and AWESOME show..
like what the movie critic, Tay Yek Keak, who writes for the Straits Times( Life section ) said..

" The movie in which the garbage fights back blows away the rest of the summer garbage showing now"

you guys should go and watch this show..
totally worth you time and money...
*the show is around 2 hours and 20 mins... super worth money...btw..rmb to wee-wee before watching the show.. you wouldnt want to miss a single second!!*

when the cars transform into their original form, they looked drop-dead...GOREGOUS..
though they were machines, but they looked SOOOOOO cool!!!

ah,...
if my Lamborghini can turn into something like them and talk to me...
I WILL BE SUPER OVER THE MOON!!!
*i dont have a Lamborghini yet... but i will get it when i becomes rich ok!!*

hero+righteous+cool== my idol!!

anyway...
enough for you guys to go catch the movie??!!
i might be watching it again..
tomorrow night probably...
anyway!!!

that's all for now...

PS: the writer is very witty and humorous.. you guys should read his reports in life... really hilarious and thoughful...
His article will be on Strait's time every monday and sometime on Sunday i think..
watch out for his merciless words...
kills..but funny...

Illya's Birthday present!

i've long wanted to post this entry..
howver...
i;ve failed to do so..
BECAUSE!!!
i've not passed Illya her present!!!
i HAVE to remember that..
anyway...
this is what we bought for illya...
agnes and i bought that..
puzzle-message..and a fun, little, cute chop..
*what do you call that??!*
kinda adorable and meaningful.. thou the words are in chinese..
haha!!
enjoy!!



words written on the puzzle that was PAIN-STAKENLY pieced up by me..
though there were numbers behind every piece of puzzle..
i took over an hour just to piece it..
am i stupid or what??!


oh..my tigger-baby LOVES the red box!!

he looks engrossed..
ohoh...dont worry..
mummy will get one for you..when you grow up
ie i can save money..see the link??!!



he looks happy to sit next to the box...
see that little fairy??
that's the chop...
cute, aint it?!

she's giggling!!


tigger wants that box!!!
oh...

alright!!
that's about it...
BTW!!!
agnes and i got a REALLY meaningful gift for VANESSA GOH GEK ZER...
kaoz!!
where's ours??!!!

Training..

today, i went to MOM for my surveyor training.
well, as usual, lectures to me are as dead as ever.
i almost dried up.
know why??!!
i teared a dozen times..bcoz i yawned..
*cool right?!*
i almost dozed off..

but!!the speaker was damn funny man!!
not because of her jokes..
but the way she spoke..
*FYI: she didnt tell any jokes..*

the following list were the words she pronounced wrongly during the lecture.
i almost went to the hospital due to internal bleeding.
i couldnt help it when ever i hear people mis-pronouncing words, i would want to laugh..

*reminds me of Prof Ma Siu Lun..*
*Gauss-Jordan--> Gao's Joh-dawn*
*Linear Algebra--> Ninear Al-gi-blah*
*Line will pass thru the points--> the NINE will pass SUE the PORNS*
*this is the best, by agnes... LiLi--> NINI!! (ermmm, known as a woman's ber-less)*

alright, i know that i am bad, but i just cant help it!
i know that my pronounciation is not PERFECT, but i just cant stand people speaking wrongly..
anyway...
there's the list..

PRESS--> PLASS *per-lass*
FRACTION-->FLACTION *fer-lac-tion*
BREAK-->BLEAK *ber-lake*
BRING--> BLING *as it is..*
alright, change all the "r" to "l", then you will get how she speaks..
it must be the second character..

I AM BAD!!
but the trainer was very approachable and helpful..
anyway..
her name is Jessie Lim, a middle-age woman who will be going to Malaysia tomorrow morning at 5 am.
that's what she said..

anyway!!!
i am very lucky to be able to get surveyees living around my area..
one full set or Woodlands Ring Rd-ers..
cool!
cant wait to start surveying tomorrow..
i wonder what will be installed for me..
bad people?
kpo people?
reiterate-own-history people?
friendly people?
dont-know-how-to-speak-English&Chinese people?
rude&irritating people??

WELL!!!
i guess i will have to try before i know anything..
btw, saw Pei Kiat this morning at MOM, she stopped her job.. because the rest of her cases were those problem cases..
anyway,

i talked to like 6 people in the room today..
4 from NTU
2 going to SMU
i didnt see any from NUS man!
weird..
anyway..
SMU ones, i will not talk about..
but the NTU ones...
guess??!!
all guys man!
3 of them are in engineering

1) computer --terry *i think tt's his name*
2)mechanical--vincent*this one confirm correct! got his number..*
3)material--*ermm, sorry!! cant remember..*

1 going to HSS!!
psychology--jing han *i think so.. my group mate btw.*
his not too bad looking..

I got one of their numbers not because i want to PAO him alright?!
Apparentle, he loves ice-skating just like EK..
So, i noted his number down so that EK may have a partner when ice-skating..

i dont think they are attach..
Vanessa, Denise and Agnes.. want to know them ma?!!!
all not too bad catch leh!
vincent has a motorbike!!
can ferry you guys around..

anyway..
ya!!
will update about my job tomorrow i guess.. after tuition with Amenda..

tt's it!!

Totalife -- my diet supplement!!

oh..
today is the second day of my diet plan..
i cant eat much except for the meal supplement given to me by EK's mother..
that supply only last for a week..
after that, i have to get it myself..
it is not cheap ok!!
a week's supply costs about $110..
my!
i need to eat for a month to see the best results..
which is about... $440!!!
oh my!
but..
for the sake of health and new clothes...
I MUST DO IT!
EK's mother lost 8 kg in a month...
*up to date, she lost 16 kg i think..*
but with the full set including fat stopping pills of sort, body cream and exercise..
well..
i dont have all of them but exercise...
crossing my finger that i can do it too..
without the help of the pills and stuffs..
this product that i am taking is called..

TOTALIFE..

this is a meal supplement program that aims at cutting down fats for 3 kinds of people..
1) family with history of being fat
2) fat after giving birth
3) fat middle-age people

this meal supplement is actually sachets of powders that has to be made into a shake to drink.
each sachet contains only 44 kcal
there are around 4 flavours.
1)coffee
2)chocolate
3)vanilla
4)mixed fruits

for most people, including me, can accept the mixed fruit better than the rest.
Vanilla was not too bad too.
But, coffee was a little bad for me.
Chocolate was not too good too, may be due to the fact that it tastes not exactly like the chocolate that we eat outside..

*how i miss human food!*

this supplement has to be mixed together with salt and sugar in order to drink it..

*surprised??!!!*

but the salt is not the salt that you use in the daily cooking.
the sugar is not the sugar from market..
they are actually higher quailty sugar and salt.
Meaning to say...
The salt is low in sodium and the sugar is artficial sweetner.

*artificial sweetner is not exactly very good for health.. but for the sake of beauty!!!
i will drink it till i am done with it!*
for daily consumption, i have to drink 4 packs of that supplement with salt and sugar.

1 pack every 3 hours..
well, i get hungry after like 2.5 hours, but it can be endured..
i have to drink 2 to 3 litres of water everyday..
apparently, the fats were passed out as urine..

*weird huh?!*
**urination is very very frequent this 2 days.. once every 1\2 hr maybe?!**

oh ya!
one more thing..
i can eat a meal a day..
but that meal can only contain at most 90g of rice, one serving of non-oily vegetable, steamed fish without it's gravy, and one boiled egg white.
if it gets really hungry, you can drink an additional packet, or eat raw vegetables, tomato, turnip, cucumber, dragon fruit.. anything that has no carbo and sugar and salt..
that's it!
i REALLY treasure my lunch very much..

btw, if we do the math, i consume only 176 kcal a day for the sachets..
if we give the lunch 300 kcal, in total, i consume only around 500kcal!!
which is 4 times lesser than the 2000 kcal a day..

*i think i need 3000 a day last time..*

*but after drink this supplement for the past 2 days, i didnt go hungry very often, just cravings.. as usual..*

since i have sacrificed so much, i cant disappoint myself!
i really have to lost all those fats that were making me ugly and disgusting..
i aimed to lost 10 kg at the start of the hoilday.. i hope this product works!

anyway, if i really loses weight by drinking this product, those who want to lose weight can come and find me..
i can be a living example for you!

BY THE WAY!!!
i lost 1 kg since yesterday..
sounds bizzare??
but it's true..

however, this wouldnt be the case for daily basis..
the body will stop lossing weight at a certain time that may stretch up to 9 days or more, depending on the body.
EK's mother didnt lose any weight for 9 days.. but at the 10th day, she lost 1 kg..
so..
I WILL PERSERVERE!!

anyway..
cant wait to see my results after one month..
will it be as good as expected??
will it be effective??
will it be healthy??
will it have side effects??
will it really make me into a new person??
i guess time will tell!!
hoping that my sacrifice will bring be sanguine and positive results!

alright?!!
that's all for now...

P/S: my sister bought her laptop..
Acer travelmate 6292
will update on that soon i hope!
this lappy is kind of like mine though, but slightly heavier..

PP/SS: for more information in the product, you can check out the website..
http://www.totalife.com.my/html/totaldiet-8.html

I CANT BELIEVE THIS!!

ohmy...
this is really TOUCHING!!
I REALLY REALLY REALLY CANT BELIEVE WHAT I SAW!!
i have another blog.. set up by Eng Keat but edited by Agnes..

oh my GOODNESS!!
i saw people from PRIMARY school all the way to Uni writing in the blog..
tell you what..
it was totally ...AWESOME!!!
GOSH!!

when EK told me about this surprise..
i was shocked.. pleasantly of course..
well, when i read the blog..
it was even more surprising..

i LOVED every single messages on the blog..
they were so sweet and heart-warming and tear-jerking..
well..
i DIDNT CRY..
BUT i was very very very seriously seriously moved to the extend that i was stunned..
the only think i did was to scroll down very quickly and took a glimpse at all the messages..
i re-lived those fun and exciting memories that had somehow followed me for 8 plus years..
everyone grew up..
but our memories remain the same..
this is only my 20th birthday..
i cant wait to see what will be installed for me on my 21th birthday..
i love surprises..
but i hate guessing them..

anyway..
THANKS GUYS!!!
ALL THE BEST TO...
1)DENISE
2)AGNES
3)VANESSA
4)BENJAMIN
5)ENLIN
6)JINGYI
7)QUNBAO
8)SOOFEN
9)ANDY
10)JOYCE AKA SYE LAN
11)SISTER
12)JESS
13)ISABELLE
14)KERHONG
15)TZEYONG
16)XINGJUN
17)SHUMEI
18)GRACE
19)SHIQI
20)ENGKEAT
(ACCORDING TO THE POSTING MADE..THE EARLIER.. THE SMALLER IN NUMBER..HAHA!!)
thanks guys!!!
all the best to your future endeavours!!

i cant believe that there are exactly 20 people who posted on my 20th birthday blog!!
cool number right??
gotta buy TOTO with that..
anyway...

AGNES...
now i know why you were SO PROUD of yourself!!
love all of you to the core!!!

and to EK!!!
i think this is the 2nd time that you have done something so sweet..
though you didnt do alot..
but your effort were enough to make me smile and say: I GOT A FINE BOYFRIEND...
and of course..
FINE BUNCH OF GOOD FRIENDS..

alright!!
MUACKZ!
thanks guys!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!

Today's 25 June 2007

20 years ago, my mother sacrificed 9 mense-less months, 8 hours of struggle coupled with tremendous pain and she gave birth to me.

well..

THANKS MOM!!

thank you for bringing me to this family.

thank you for bringing me to your life.

thank you for giving me a life of my own.

thank you, mom!!



anyway,

i celebrated my birthday on Friday, the day we went clubbing.

however, i did not bring my camera to St James Power Station.

I cant afford to lost another camera, especially not with a new camera.



anyway, here are the pictures to my birthday celebration.

*well, it wasnt really huge or fun.. but it was a good gathering..*




My birthday cake from Secret Recipe... chocolate banana..

damn nice la!!







Me and my cake..

i got protruding cheeks!! oh!

*so??!!*







the 8 of us with my mother at the back..








yes seet??

got any problem??

why did you give the camera that ugly face??

well, apparently, Vanessa looked very happy.. any reason for that?!


yeah!!

placing the candles on the long awaited cake..

by the way, see that two bottles of drinks on the table??

Ben bought it!

white wine and sparkling juice..

the latter was for my brother..

he is still to young to drink..

thanks ben!



black is a good colour for perople like me.

at least it can cover much of the huge tummy.

but it still looked huge next to vanessa's tummy..

heng ar u, van!

cake with candles..

see that flower on the cake?

so cute right?

it was totally edible and it didnt look fake.

but it wasnt very tasty.



isnt that cool??

i looked so elated and joyful.

well, obviously, it was a happy day.


EK and me..

he looked even more jubilant than me!



everyone sang the birthday song..

Denise, Ben and Vanessa..

from left to right

oh!!

finally, the cake cutting session came..

well, everyone couldnt wait to sink their fork into the cake.

*we just ate it off from the cake.. *




look at those satisfied faced!

the WAH-THE-CAKE-IS-SO-DAMN-NICE reaction were written on our faces..
anyway,

after that, all of us packed up and got ready to go clubbing..

it was also the first time i applied eyeliner..

it was totally awesome..

at least my eyes looked more radiant..



here are the photos before we set off..

taken by my mother..


























people there: Bao, Ben, Andy, EK, Agnes, Vanessa, Denise and Miranda(me!)



alright.. clubbing was interesting and eye opening.

we even saw people popping pills on the bar top and drinking hard liquour from the bottle, not glasses ok!

Furthermore, we almost went deaf after clubbing. The music was loud and noisy and deafening and earsplitting.

gosh! we actually endured for around 3 hours.

anyway, at St James, we were entitled to 2 free drinks with entry to all other clubs in St James.

Girls: $15

Boys:$20

Age limit: 18 for most clubs. But for some, guys have to be 23 and above.

anyway, it was really exciting as we danced and danced the night away.

we should try going to a bar next time!



Alright!!



~~The End

Today's Judgement Day!

ALRIGHT!!!
TODAY'S THE DAY!!!
CLUBBING!!!

It's my first time going to a club and we will we going to DXO at Esplanade
(is that how you spell??)

anyway, kinda of excited for this planned outing as it is UNUSUAL for the 8 of us to go to a nightclub of sort.
*nightclubs are for older people..*

the other day, i was reading Vanessa's blog and she commented that there we dont have a name for the group.

well..
i got a good suggestion here!!!

maybe, we should call ourselves...
...
....
i dont know..
anygood suggestions??!!
if there are any good ideas..
PLEASE TAG AT MY TAGBOARD...
well..
that's the use of tagboards, right?!

talking about clubbing, i am clueless on what the wear!
i dont really have copacetic clothes to wear and i dont know how to put on make-up.
further more, i wear glasses. It adds on to my abstruct problem
*though i cant see how abstruct the problem is..*

what am i to do??!!!
i have to meet Denise up to go to J8 to get my cake.. from Secret Recipe..
Get home to prepare a simple dinner for my friends.
I STILL DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO WEAR!!

can someone help me please..
argh.. this is antagonisingly stressful..
those girls who go to clubs are usual slim and scanty clad.
*ok.. not ALL..*
what am i to do?!!

anyway..
time to go search for solutions..
cant wait to see the rest of them...
alright!!

4D..

As you all know, there are usually 3 issues of 4-Ds every week. Mainly, Wednesday, Saturday and Sunday. My parents often buy 4-Ds for all 3 days and at times, they might get a small windfall. I grow up in a 4-D family in another words.

Yesterday, my mother went to buy 4-D and out of no where, i told her," I ALSO WANT TO BUY!!".

My mother didnt stop me from buying, which was kind of unusual!
anyway, i bought just one set of numbers.
2303.
This number is actually EK and my dating anniversary therefore, i bought $1 big and small.
Reasonable?!
yes, of course.

All this took placed in the afternoon and apparently, i had forgotten about it for the whole day
Until.... i switched on teletext for no reason and recalled.

Jovially, i told my mother," eh, i go watch the results!"
so, i pressed for the Wednesday's 4-D page number: 882

*popped! it came..*

excitiedly, i checked for my number 2303 not hoping for anything. I took it like a pinch of salt anyway.

First prize: 6595
Second prize: 3664
Third prize: 3891

*ya..obviously, mt number wasnt even close enough for the first 3.. typed in just to get you anxious.. haha!!*

Starters: ..... ..... ..... .....*after many ....* 2330
OH MY GOODNESS!!!
i cou;dnt believe my eyes!!
2330!!
if the last numbers were to swap places, then i would have gotten $250!!
that is like almost a month's tuition salary!
*well not that much actually.. $50 bucks lesser..*
*it's not that much actually..but!!*
WHY DIDNT I PERMUTATE THE NUMBERS AND BUY ALL OF THEM??!!!
ALRIGHT. I KNOW. TAKE IT WITH A PINCH OF SALT RIGHT?
ya, i know.
i Just can help feeling A little argh!
if i get 250, then i can have money to pay for my next piano and phone bills!
if i get 250, then i can treat my friends to some good food for my birthday!
if i get 250, then i can give my parents some money finally after so long!
IF I GET 250, I CAN DO MANY THINGS!!

anyway, i guess this is a sanguine premonition for me.
My new hair might be helping me in the dark.
Well, i think i will need EK standing next to me when i buy 4-Ds. He gives me LUCK, you see..

so!!
anyway!!
TOMORROW'S THE DAY!!!
CLUBBING DAY!!
VANESSA, please !
if you have to badger your mother..then BADGER!!
OK...
that sounds bad..
anyway..
cant wait!!

that's all...
will update soon..

Yeah again!!

alright!!

i will be going to the AMK Hub later with my mama..

hmm.. i wonder what interesting shops will we see..

It's sad that i have to eat vegetarian today, if not!!!

I WILL EAT THOSE GOOD FOOD THERE!!

anyway.. i think we will have to cross our fingers that VANESSA wouldnt ask us to go to Cathay at AMK Hub for movies..

we STILL LIKE causeway's Cathay..

Happy Birthday To Juners!! *those born in June..durh*

Alright!!

You got it right!!

I am a June baby too!

Same as..

1) Pei Kiat 18-06-1987

2) Illya 20-06-1987

3) Andrea 23-06-1987

4) Miranda(me la~~) 25-06-1987

5) ... anymore??!!

anyway!

Happy Birthday to Us..

Happy Birthday to Us..

Happy Birthday to UUUUUUSSSSSSSS..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US!!!

anyway..

All of us are officially in our 2nd decade of our life time!

Woah!

cool, aint it??!!

looking back, many things have indeed happened in our lives for the past 20 years..

*this applies to all those who are reading..*

Education had accompanied us for the past 10 over years.

It's going to end in a few years time and from then on, we will be opening up a new phase of chapter in our lives.

Working chapter.

It wasnt easy for all of us for the past 20 years.

We learnt everything from scratch.

We made new friends.

We quarrelled with our parents.

We grumbled and cried.

We gossiped.

We bitched about our teachers.

We hated certain subjects.

We went head over heels over some boys or girls.

We skipped lessons.

We fought.

We upset people around us.

We made enemies.

We lost friends along the way.

Most of all, we found life-time friends where we can count on in times of drudgery, hardship, torture, misery, sorrow and sufferings.

Most of all, we know that life is not a bed of roses. Neither is it a bed of thorns.

Most of all, we embraced all those hurdles and burdens thrown to us with grace and dignity.

I guess life is a journey that not only shape us to who we will be but also who we want to be.

Just like what Shrek told Arthur.

At first, people took you as a monster and you agreed. However, after some time, you will just ignore them and live the life you want.

The greatest challenge is not about others, it is about yourself.

You are your own hurdle.

*not exactly what he said, but the meaning is the same.. well, he did it better obviously..*

This show has the meaning of finding oneself.

Though it wasnt as good as the first 2, but the message that it wanted to bring across is simple yet important.

I guess after so many years of living, we ought to learn this message.

Live by your own principles.

Never be moved by nasty things people said.

Never betray yourself and those around you.

Never hurt.

well..

enough said..

there's something lighter and more interesting...

June 25 - 30 ~ Cat

If you are a Cat:
An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy,with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstancesyou're cool, when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt.

You're a fashion bird.People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion.

*woo.. i LOVE this site ..*

Basically, you mingle along freely but don't liketalking much to strangers.People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

this is the website!

http://roshi90210.tripod.com/id4.html

anyway!!!

Happy Birthday to all those born in JUNE!!

cant wait for Friday..

WE WILL BE CLUBBING ON FRIDAY!!!!

first time though..

anyway!!!

cant wait to eat my birthday cake..

Chocolate Banana from Secret Recipe..

here's the photo..

it weighs about 2.4 kg..

i guess it can be finished by 10 over people..

it is very delectable and tasty..

cant wait!!

anyway..

Happy birthday!!!